Wednesday, November 18, 2009

My definition of self worth

Before they told me I shouldn’t,

I would stand

under the eaves

during a rainstorm

and catch the stream of water

that poured from the garage’s tin roof

through the broken drain spout.


It carved a furrow

in the earth beneath it

and I would stand straddling

that shallow divide

and dare myself

to get wetter

than I knew I should

with the icy drops

pulling my fine hair-

back when it was blonde-

long and straight

across grass-stained cotton shirts.


I always snuck in soaked,

stripping off my clothes

and drying them before

anyone knew.


It was only all for me.

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